Happiness takes no account of time.
幸福不觉光阴过。
Do you know the theory of relativity?
If you know about that, you may know one story about Einstein, how did he explain his theory to those who were totally ignorant about that?
He said in a funny way:
Yeah, the theory of relativity is about the meaurement of time, it can be changeable. For example, if you talk with the one you love, you may feel time if flying very fast, but if you are staying in a very hot room, you may feel time is so slow.
Yes, happiness takes no account of time. Not only happiness, if you concentrate all your attention or energy on something, you will find time elapes very fast.
I remember that when I worked on something difficult for me and I didn't know how to solve it, I found those times were very very long, and I couldn't bear the feeling of helplessness any longer.
Nevertheless, when I do something I am good at, I feel time goes so fast in an unconscious way.
Fame doesn't fulfill you. It warms you a bit, but that warmth is temporary.
名声不能满足你，它让你感觉到一点点温暖，但这种温暖只是暂时的。
Fame can fulfill me, if it can bring me a considerable amout of money as well as the feeling of achievemets.
I don't think the warmth of it is temporary, because it can help you in self-promotion if you want to maintain the fame.
Yes, I desperately need something successful or some awards, at least something good in return for my endeavours.
Recently I am feeling very tired and hopeless for the prospective of my life, I want to see some hints about whehter I can realize my dreams.