My life is in these books. Read these and know my heart.
我的人生就在这些书中，读完他们就能读懂我的心。
Some people say that life is like a book with many blank papers, and we can write on them with things we have done.
Uh, others' books seem so fascinating that once we begin to read we wouldn't stop.
But my book is so dreary, no one would choose to linger in my life.
How to make it a little bit colorful and wonderful?
I have no idea. Would you like to offer me some help or give me some inspirations?
Make the best use of what is in your power, and take the rest as it happens.
尽全力做到最好，接受接下来会发生的。
From Epictetus.
Is it the same meaning as the old proverb:
Do one's best and leave others to the God.
But I can't keep calm if the result is not as what I have expected.
Maybe I didn't do my best. But how? How to manage my limited time in an effective way?
How to produce satisfying outcomes?
I know all the methods, but I am lack of execution.
Don't want to learn everything you are interested in, try to locate self-role in this fast-moving but collaboratitve world.