20080420
This is my first time of to try free writing. My main purpose is to improve my english level.It about more than half of a year for me have been lived in Chengdu. Almost about two years, I left collgeue. But my situation is changed not much. But my emotion living changed so much. I am very sorry to my lover,Niuniu. She left me away just more than a month ago. I profoundly know the reason, why she made this decision, and I understand how hard for her mading this choice. Although I have the confidence to change everying, but I don't know if I have the chance to let her come back my side.It's my fault.To say anything is nonsense, I will do my best to achieve my goal. Niuniu should have a happy life, have a comfortable home, I can make it. Niuniu ,please wait me.It's not far away.
20080421
I found that I always talk about emotional things. In order to suceed in my career, Maybe I should change my attention to other things. And on the other hand, I am often abstracted by manythings. for example, when I surf online, I spend so much time to read web articles, something unusual, but useless. It's a bad habit, I must be absorbed in the things what could help me to do my work better. So that, the efficiency of work or study could be improved. And today I received a call about interview-invitation. A hr of a filiale named Tongfang of Chengdu , phoned me and asked if I'd like to try a job of .net working for IBM. I said I'm sorry, I won't do any job of .net again. Rencently, I have studied C++,Net programing, Computer system and etc. I want get a job of C++ or C. She asked why I made a decision of giving up of two years work experince of .NET. "As a technician, I should go on a way of relating core technology." I replied. In the past, I have been on a wrong way, but next step, I shouldn't be wrong again.
20080422
It's about some days I haven't contacted Niuniu. A few days ago, she said that she would go to Dali,Lijiang with a tourist party. It's her job. I don't know whether the journey is over. Niuniu don't want to hear from me, although it's only a greeting. I just want to show my care, I worried about her. Please bless Niuniu. In the past years,2007,2008, the economy of the society is unstable. The life of people, including Niuniu and me, become worse and worse. The price of goods become very high. But my salary is same as before, more over, Niuniu's is become less. Oh my god, how could her company like this! According to these situation, I would do harder than before. "Constant effort brings success." So I will make it. FreeWrting in english make me feel so good. I become think in english more than the past. I think the key of studing english and oral english is thinking . If you think in english or think about english more, you will have more confidence and feel better.May be my writing should relate to a fixed topic one time, as that will let me use more words, especialy some new words and some unsual words to me. Because if the common free thinking, I will incline to think something, which I could use easy words to express.