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In the coming few months, I will emphasize on the structure of Computer and the arithmetic. TO conclude what I did today, there are some flaws. I spent some time on meaningless things. I have to make a decision that don't watch the TV shows of useless to my success. it's only less than four months for the september of this year. To get a good job is not easy, especially I am an ordinary man. But I am a real man, so I must take my responsibility. In the past, I have said manythings I would done, but I failed. History will never happen again. I can keep my word. Maybe I should think more about the good future and the bad past. which one I like to chose. Of course to chose the former one. And also, I should think something on my own initiative. The gab between the ideal and reality is much deep. How to overcome it. It's not enough for just to think. Maybe I should take a formal and profound analysis. And make the strategies. The chance is always sent to the one who prepared well. Am I ready, I'm not sure now indeed. But when a few months later, I couldn't give the same unswer. Past is passed. The challenge is more and more fierce. Today's freewriting maybe is mess, I should prepare to do some analysis when before a freewriting. Ok, but that's what I think freely today. It is unnecessary about check the grammar in the Freewriting . When communicating with others in english, there is no sufficient time for you to think. So I should come to think in english directly, this is very important.
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Today I try to introduce myself. I graduated from Kunming university of technology and science in 2006. My major is information and computation science. In the college, I studied very hard and often participated the extracurricular activties. My average score was in the top 5 in the class with a scale of 57 students. So I won the scholarship in every term and almost was chosen as the "Three Good student", as namely study well, work well and keep fit, in every academic year. I have token part in the College national contest of mathematics in the modeling twice in 2004 and 2005 and won the prizes. Of course, I am good at the english, regardless of reading, writing, listening and speaking. I passed the CET4 and CET6.
What mentioned in the above is about my student life. And I'll talk about my life when I became a member of society. After graduated, The first company I have worked for, is named YiFan Innovative Company, which's main bussiness is about developed the software for the tobacco company. In that company, I have learned so many things, like .NET, Oracle, PL/SQL programing and many useful tools. But more over, I formed a good habit of resolving problems and a good style of programing. For example, before to start programing, you have to design the solutions for the project and prepare the necessary documents of the project, and so you can guarantee the rate of progress of the project. In this company, I have been worked for about 15 months. The resignation is a good reflection of my responsibilities. to be continued...
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To be continued with yesterday, why it's a reflection of my responsibilities? For other colleagues, who had gone to other companys, it was only taken about a week to hand over the work and finish all the procedures of resignation. But for me, it took me more than a month, not because of my low work efficiency, but for lacking of people who could take place of my position easily and quickly. Most importantly, I am a responsible man. But the case also showed my loyalty, may be I'm not a good worker to the boss. Things always be reasonable, it depends on the viewpoint. From the boss's view, my loyalty is at a low level. But from my standpint, I am a hard worker, most of the others are content with the situation although they also complain about the reality meanwhile. But I am always the one with a strving heart and to do my best to improve myself. So the circumstance become to be not suitable for me, the stage isn't enough large and the work isn't challenging again, it's the time I have to make some decision. So I left. But I appreciated for the company, for my managers, for my boss. I have learned so much indeed, it's the time I could contribute to the company much, I left. But the reasons discussed above is not the direct reson, not the key. The reasons is hard to say, it's personal. I have talked it to my boss, so I don't like to talk it here. To be continued...