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Rencently, I disturbed by manythings, the earthquake, the work, something about Niuniu. I know I could deal with these things well. But there are somethings out my control. For example, niuniu have taken her junior college degree as a big regret all along. I could feel her feelings.But I don't agree with her and I also can't persuade her to accpet my opinion. To say is easy, but to do is another thing. I know how she want to get a master degree. But it's very hard, unless she is going to give all her effort and could insist on for a long time. It's not easy for her, even for a man. I'm very sorry. It's my fault. She made a wrong decision because of me. whether it's wrong, I don't know, but I know it's true in her eyes. There are no much time left for me to change the situation, but I must achieve it, because no another way to go. The things become more and more complex. I worried about the frame of Niuniu's mind. No matter the case of tomorrow, I belive I can change everythings.