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So many days I havn't wrotten english articles. Today I will write again. Let's talk about confidence.
In the past, I always think I am a confident person. But now, this thought would be a little changed. However, I have the confidence about my future, about my software developing career. But now, I realize that I am a normal man, just like most of others. And to be worse, I have gone forward on a wrong way for almost two years. I know I will be succeed one day. The problem is how long it will take to come true. two years ? OR ten years , and even twenty years? I lost some confidence in some aspects. Because I have been in bad conditions comparing with others already. Who could laugh to the end, who is the real stronger. But tomorrow is mysterious, yesterday is history, only today could be holden on. I won't let it lasts too long, I know I am very patient, but I don't expect others too. Maybe it have nothing to do with the confidence, it's only about my situation of confidence.Let's back to the topic.
Recently, I realize that to be more confident, you will be better at what ever you do. Once a time, I participated a tech discussion with some friends on line. Someone gave a question to me. I even didn't think a little more and just said "I'm sorry, I am novice, I am sorry to let you down". But later, I thought the question over again. I found it was not complicated. I could answer it by myself. The key is I have no confidence. I will remember this lesson.
At some times, do you have find that when you watch TV shows, someone with no good look, but looks comfortable, whereas, some one look nice, but look not good from the TV, why? It's so strange. The answer is also about confidence. To be more confident, will be more natural, and nature is the source of beauty, so absolutely, you will be look so good. Do you agree with me?
Have talked about so much, to say is easy, but to do is another thing. The rules ,everyone also knows, but how many perople could make it? I don't know others, but for me, I think I have to be more excellent, I will be more confident.