I find that the harder I work, the more luck I seem to have.
越努力，越幸运。
However, I find that the harder I work, the more unfortunate I seem to be.
Maybe I am just close to the critical point, and if I can take the next small step I will get a breakthrough.
Maybe that is just my destiny, all that I have done are just helpless to the change of my life.
If you hear a voice within you say, you cann't paint, then by all means paint and that voice will be silenced.
如果你听到自己心里说你画的不好，那就竭尽全力画好，然后那个声音就会乖乖闭嘴。
I can't do it, I have tried my best, but I still can't do it.
To me, anyway, feeling accepted in my environment comes above all the other things that many people want from work.
But I also want a higher salary, a career ladder and so on.