My mom was in hysterics, of course.
我的母亲当时是歇斯底里的发疯了。
I had to tell her I felt fine at least thirty times before she would calm down.
在她冷静下来之前最少三十分钟之内，我不得不一直告诉她我感觉很好。
我不得不一遍又一遍地告诉她我感觉很好，说了至少三十次，她才冷静下来。
She begged me to come home— forgetting the fact that home was empty at the moment — but her pleas were easier to resist than I would have thought.
她求我回家去——那时忘记了事实上家里已经空了——但是她的恳求很容易就被我的想法抵抗住了。
她求我回家——完全忘记这会儿家里根本没人的事实——但她的恳求比我想到的还要容易回绝。
I was consumed by the mystery Edward presented.
我被Edward表现的神秘充满了脑袋。
我对爱德华神神秘秘的举动简直着了魔。
And more than a little obsessed by Edward himself.
而且更多的时候对Edward本身有了一些着迷。
而且，我也迷上了爱德华本人，不止是一点点。
Stupid, stupid, stupid. I wasn't as eager to escape Forks as I should be, as any normal, sane person would be.
傻瓜，傻瓜，傻瓜。我没有像逃离Forks一样做我该做的，而是像一个正常健全的人该做的。
我应该，像任何一个正常的，头脑清楚的人会做的那样，渴望着逃离福克斯。但我却没有。
I decided I might as well go to bed early that night.
我决定今晚我应该早点上床睡觉。
这天晚上，我决定早早上床睡觉，和平时一样。
Charlie continued to watch me anxiously, and it was getting on my nerves.
Charlie继续焦虑的看着我，这让我感觉紧张。
I stopped on my way to grab three Tylenol from the bathroom.
我停下来从浴室抓了三颗Tylenol
半路上，我停下来，到浴室里拿了三片泰诺。
They did help, and, as the pain eased, I drifted to sleep.
他们能帮助我摆脱痛苦，我能渐渐的入睡。
这些药片真的很有帮助，当疼痛不再那么厉害时，我沉沉地睡去。
That was the first night I dreamed of Edward Cullen.
这是第一个晚上我梦到了Edward Cullen。