大早（想想就知道一定不是很早）就被吵起来
说要去某某地方吃饭，赖床不起不去
妈妈拗不过，自己去了
一会接到电话 吓得脸都青了
胡乱抓起衣服，牙都没刷，就冲出去了，脚上还是拖鞋……
爬上我尊敬的严厉的体育老师孙叔的车子，低头道歉……
到了才知道
今天是妈妈的欢送宴
他们相处了多年的同事，朋友坐在一起
不知道妈妈，我挺感动的
妈妈做教师三十一年了
酸甜苦辣，没少听她抱怨
可这个时候要离开，心里一定不好受
她围着转了三十年的圆心突然撤走了
少不得失落
张艺那个什么都无所谓的家伙
我跟她说 妈妈退休了
她说
退休嘛，说白了就是老了，不能工作了，回家等*
我当时听得心里乱颤
虽是有些道理 可我说不出口
好残忍……
席间，叔叔阿姨说着逗笑的话安慰妈妈
好像无论喜事丧事，开心的事，难过的事
凑到餐桌上，就热热闹闹的，开开心心的
当然……少不得酒
第一次我的老师来劝我的酒
第一次这样的场合我主动敬大家酒
今天应该是破了我的纪录
不过还好，没什么反应
而且很争气的是
说敬酒词时，没有掉眼泪
或者眼泪没掉下来，就不算
嘿嘿 我得意地笑
ps.
It usually happens that the words people put down leave quite different impressions to others than themselvs do.
Then, which one is true? Maybe, the one written down by himself is the deepest one, the more real one and it is also the one he has no way to present to others in his life. For this reason, he puts the one into those words.
As for me, I always believe that I am soft inside. But nobody believes. What I am thinking about is far away from what I am doing. It is so strange and so difficult to make them coincide. I really disappiont myself very much.
I used to think that all girls are almost the same. The only difference shall be their appearance. I was wrong. Some of them are clever, independent and not as easy-going as me. They have their own fierce opinions. I never thought these could make any differences among kind people, but they really do. They seem to be more like women than me, even though they are much younger. No defense. No offense. I am just innocent, reliant and stupid...
But people are just simply different. Stupid as I am, I still wish I won't have to change.....